oh wow...

I need to update here.... or have my blogs from myspace moved to here....

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Monday I pulled brasonmyguitar's hair (-5 points). Last Thursday I invaded Iraq, broke it, and couldn't glue it back together before Mom got home (-1012 points). Last Wednesday I gave tchan a kidney (1000 points). In June I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last week I farted in an elevator (-6 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-723 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich! Sincerely, ladycruelways

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o.o

grrr? maybe... I wanted to be like t-chan and have like a -6000 points.... ;_;
although I could always forge the code and be totall ebilness

Disgruntled Donny People Iced: Thirty Six Car Bombs Planted: Seven Favorite Weapon Switch-Blade Arms Broken: Eighteen Eyes Gouged: Twenty Two Tongues Cut Off: Two Biggest Enemy: Boopsie Get Your HITMAN Name AWSOME-GAME

Ok so i swore in yesterday. I am officially in the navy. as a delayed entry person. b/c I don't ship off to basic until april 4th. meaning i really do need to get a part time job. yup my job is ATF-IS... so since i deal with intelligence. if i told you anymore I would have to kill you... XD
prolly not.. but I really can't tell much more. yup intelligence specialist. That's me. b/c you will need someone of intelligence to go on this quest, trip, thing. hahaha

well i'm off
bbs

also I'm really sick but i liked that kitty better.

Lyrics to My Chemical Romance Welcome To The Black Parade


When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on,
We'll Carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
Carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.

And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end
We hear the call to
To carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on

And on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause
I could not care at all Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all,
I'm gonna play this part
Wont explain or say i'm sorry
I'm not ashamed,
I'm gonna show my scar
You're the chair, for all the broken Listen here, because it's only..
I'm just a man,
I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
Just a man,
I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care
Carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on


man that song freaking rox
well that's all I really had to say
I think I'm going to bed now. b/c I'm tired as all freaking hell.
I also take this moment to mention the passing of the great and pwerful
scruffy. She was a great fathers day gift. *hugs sori*
Unfortunately sori had to watch her die. I dunno how bad that can be but i also would hate to imagine it
and so *hugs sori again* that's all i can do.

Holy freaking god i remembered my password!

ok so i'm posting here b/c the readers to my LJ are different than my myspace readers. and i need to vent about one of my die hard myspace readers.

god damnit... I swear. ok so like god damned it... who the hell does he think he is? He loves me like head over heels loves me. He thinks. God damn it... Apparently he felt this way waaaaay back in High school. Dude. I haven't talked to him since Anime expo 2003. dude. I've talked to my ex's more often than that. well except for chad. anyhow, he pops up out of the freaking blue one day. and Poof he is die hard in love with me. I'm like you don't even know me anymore. I mean people freaking change over the course of 3 years. How the hell do you come off loving me enough to *pause to give spaz some lovin'* ok back, anyhow, I told him how him saying that shit pisses me off. Mainly b/c I feel bad about having someone like me when I don't reciprocate the feeling. but fucking agg... dude. he jsut comes up with two other words to tell me over saying "I love you" and then tells me that he means "I love you" when he says "take care". it jsut pisses me off even more.
I mean he comes up and visits me and all and i enjoy the company. but shit dude. I don't like to hear how you wish to become part of my life when I'm trying to join the navy. And i know i won't be in the valley for a loooong time. hopefully many many years. But shit. this hass been going on before I decided to join up. I mean shit dude. Here I did consider until I was just getting so mad at him b/c he's so persistent. Point being. I don't like to talk about going into a relationship before going into a relationship. totally takes the fun out of it all... I prefer to be suprised. remember women like hard to get.
I care fore him but I certainly don't love him. That simple. anyhow navy guys are HOT. talk about a whole new fish bowl. hahahaha

I wonder how he's gonna handle it when we go to vegas. I kinda don't want him to go b/c I can tell he's gonna get possesive and all. and some how it'll ruin my fun. But who knows maybe if he sees how i am with my friends, He'll understand. and gee wiz my cat is an attention whore. he jsut walks right on up and nuzzles my hands. while I'm typing.
well I'm done venting. now.

OMFG it's cooold.

I may back log a few of my myspace posts. especially since I haven't been on long.

Fall out boy

sugar we're going down swinging

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it


yeah
i gots me harry potter #6 i have a week to read it b4 ma takes it to oklahoma so my sister can read it.

yeah! i'm gonna be a full fledged magician soon yeah!

MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK LYRICS

"Everything Is Alright"

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.

Give me a reason to end this discussion,
To break with tradition.
To fold and divide.

Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes,
Talking with strangers, waiting in line..
I'm through with these pills that make me sit still.
"Are you feeling fine?"
Yes, I feel just fine.

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.

I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous
Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires
Or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling..
Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire!

I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future,
"Someday you'll be fine.."
Yes, I'll be just fine.

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.

Give me a reason (I don't believe a word)
To end this discussion (of anything I've heard)
To break with tradition (they tell me that it's not so hard)
To fall and divide (it's not so hard)
So let's not get carried (away with everything)
Away with the process (from here to in-between)
of elimination (the long goodbye)
I don't want to waste your time.

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.

(Alright)
Tell me that you're alright,
(Hi, everything's great)
Yeah everything is alright.
(Hey, everything's fine)
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
(Hi, everything's great)
Everything is alright.
(Hey, everything's fine)

Hey, everything's fine [x3]



ha ha
I like that song it's awesome

OMG All American Rejects new album has a song called 11:11pm listen here!

i've been thinking... i need a boy friend. or someone who wouldn't mind fillingin theposition until i move back to cali. I don't know if i want to move back tho. at least as soonas i can the more i think about it the harder i feel it will be to travel. i could move in with my grandparents and run a frame shop and help with the vinyard that would one day end up being mine. my father would kill be if he knew i wanted to also have a small cafe there too. just like coffe and coffee cakes and sandwiches and sometimes a chef's special *whatever the chef feels like making* tomorrow morning it will be crepes chantilly *from the betty crocker cookbook*

I like night drive by AAR

wellanyhowi jsut don't want to be trapped in a cage.. i could go to UC Irvine and work at the houdini's Magic shop there. I'd have to request a transfer. but i think about it and it would be cool to get my BA of bachleor's and still have a completelysteady paycheck.
*pause for
11:11pm*

*sighs*

I love it!!! squueeee!!!

ok

breath

sam breath

o...k...

moe? what are you doing there? *pets the fat b&w cat* ewww... been rollin' in the dirt, huh?

:)

i finally work40 hours a week now and my next paycheck has the 4th on it and that's double pay so it's like 88 hours on it. that'll pay for insurance andregistration adna few gas tanks.. not to mention money left over from thelast few ones

well i'm off to dinner with ma

hey hey hey it's been while since i last came on and said sup? mate?? well anyhow i'm playing on the computer feeling really tired and exaughsted...

i may see fantastic 4 tonight b/c mama got tix to go see the show at her work.. kinda like she did for star wars. either way. I want a cookie.. and a nice medium rare steak... and lobster. or crab legs.. god... food sounds so good right now except i don't really want to eat. i want to cook tho. so yeah in a few weeks i'm going to start cooking and baking and so i need guniea p-...err...volunteers to stand and eat my cooked food.

sam makes good deserts and breakfast foods and so llike sam knows you'll enjoy... and sam finds it funny in a brain numbing way that she is refering to herself in 3rd person... this is bad


well hope things go well. with you all

and remember no matter how hard you try shoving th rabbit down your throat there is no way to pull him out your ass.

ok

bai bai

gah i'm at schooool. and it's summer... -_-;;


using hteir computers for my internet class...

but i did go out side today and it was rainin g... mmm warm summer rain
i remember when i was little and in vegas spending the summer at home and it raining and everyone outside in the mud...

but warm rain now doesn't make me think of mud anymore. now it's that bridgestone tiers comercial where they're dancing and it's raining... and yeah.. i wanna dance in the rain.

Rain..hmmm.. hahah G-gundam!

well I'm off... I have a DATE tonight... we're gonna see splash... his brother is in it.

I don't want to gooo! last min. jitters... main;y b/c i know he's gonna be pushy.... -_-;;

and as sexed up as cat likes to get he's jsut not my type. ah well que serra serra...


at least i'm meeting him there and not going in the same car... I think i'm gonna go home and take a nap... oh and figure out what to wear.... i have a headache now...

ciao.

you want to know the scary thing... if i were a guy i would be dark side with a white light saber....;)

and yeah!

i'm so happyi've justfound my picturesfrom various punk rock shows that i wanted and needed for my web site

The Paparazzi

my head hurts

arrghh

i saw the doctor said that my constant headaches are mostlikely post cuncussion syndrome... yeah so like yeah...

well i'm watching national treasure right now
and damned what an explosion... that was awesome

and damned bill's hooot...

lol

shocking...

has anyone noticed i haven't been on here for a full eff'n month?

wow

anyhow yeah i totaled my car and got a new job at houdini's magic shop and been depressed as hell as of late... which is new or me b/c i'm like never depressed... but my laptop now works and so I'm starting to be online a bit more often than usual. ;)

and I'm a bit happier now... mainly b/c sam is becominga smarter person even if she is still getting headaches from thinking.

oh and she's realised that she's a flippin poser.... check out my myspace profile at http://www.myspace.com/angelicverse
haha!!

well bbs

the used rox

grrr... i lost the phone # of my claim adjuster for my car....

yeah how fun....

i'm stayin gin bed tommorrow morning... like leep in and not get up... i'll finish watching finding neverland... I'm pretty sure I'm very close to the end.... *dies many a death again and again* well i shouldn't die b/c gerard said not to and to think happy thoughts... *my fave song by mcr*

that show rocked man... i loved it.. I'm still sore tho... my ribs are bruised but not as bad as mah good friend... me and dan kept using her as a launch pad when we were jumping... i was kinda using everyone around me as one so yeah... but everyone seemed to jump higher than me so it was either hold on to someone or just go withthe flow of everyone or fall.... and i didn't want to fall even tho i fell with people around me ...

i'm debating on if i should call this guy i got his phone # at the show... and he's cute... damned i should have given him my # oh well que serra serra....

what will be
will be
and what won't
won't

ha!

the show made me broke... i have enough money for gas and the higher show... and then for my bills.... grr...

i need a steady guy.... jsut so that I'm happy and i don't have to worry to much on the fact i don't have one... I love ya hun but like you said... no point in putting myself through torture for something that most likely isn't waiting for me... unless you are of course but eh... i doubt it...

www.enhancedlearning.com/crafts/


savign a link that may be useful for work


ya kno whow that is... i'm learning how to use a particle flow chart...

whaaaaaa! my chemicial romance is my Rough and tumble captian.... I love you guys! I'll see you tommorrow.... muah! Mikey ;sigh drool sigh;



uh-oh,... ummm I'm sorry I love you baby!

i dyed my hair again.... it's bright red now... hahaha!!! wonder what my DM will say next time we have a monthly meeting

ok here i am again happy easter everyone...

*dies a thousand deaths and comes back whole*


ok so like the easter bunny got me a belt and finding neverland. oh and some chocolate and some peeps... yay!!!

that means instead of a belt next week i'm gonna dye my hair for the my chemical romance show... but i'm thinking of how to get it dyed... I'm thinking maybe red with black highlights or a dark blonde with light highlights

umm... grr I'm like... back home


and i didn't get to see him... i'm mad at you for it but eh... what can you do...


and i'm already poor again.... -_-;; well ok not that poor.. but like I go this really sweet pimp hat at hot topic... and it was nice and i'm excited... i also woke up and realise i didn't do any of my homework over the break so yeah guess what i'm doing today after work instead of going to extreme thing... which would have been alot of fun... -_-;; but oh well life goes on I'm not missing warped tour tho... that I'm putting my foot down on.. also tho i am seeing Rufio and Over it play april 14th... and My Chemical Romance april 3rd. u.u;;

i need a new belt tho... so yeah i get paid friday so that's what i'll be doing.

haha! I love the begining of the last somg on my "The Used" CD... they soo rock

even if bert can't remember all the lyrics to a my chemical romance song... *check out the MCR site on myspace* anyhow... yeah

ok so like I know how loopy and strange i was the past week .... taht was mostly due to me being sick as a dog and not at all feeling well... and so I promis i'm not that crazy usually...

i seem to be only getting nuts in this thing... ewww....

"yeah today is on my mind...
I can't get away
I'm feeling so lonely
breaking apart of this love in my heart."

~yesterday's feelings by The Used

well i'm over and out for now... next time i'm on i'll be in so cali hanging around for awhile

sending lots of lurve and guts

awe crap.. i had a huge and very long post... and it's been deleted... b/c i maxed otu the memory... ;_;

I had things on Saint Patty's day and the green i'm wearing ... my animation.. and the way it renders and how it's hard to mess with it... and then i also had a blip on spontanious cumbustion...

blahh

well you get to hear me again... from the very begining and this is how it started.

ok so like i ditched art class b/c i barely made it through my web development class... and my friend followed me home and we got pizza and played FFX on my never been used ps2 *haha FFX poped my ps2's cherry* hehe.. yeah sam plays games when she's sick... well here i am now in my animation class waiting for things to render.

yeah 49 mins to go... *49 minutes later with much stuff happening and an extra long post* return to top of page... after understanding what happened continue on down*



here's the character tutorial in my character animation which is due 4-14-04

click here

Oh yeah i'm out of here soon... mainly b/c my ears hurt and it's a pain to swallow... which i shouldn't but it's jsut soo impolite to spit...

any how


Happy Saint Patty's day! did you wear your green today? I did I wore my green braclets and my green ring that i always wear... and then my bands for my braces are black and green. and then my socks are green and white and say retail therapy. and then my underwear have kermit the frog on them, and they also have Gonzo and Animal on them too... I love Animal.. he's the best.. i have two pairs of underwear that are just him ... ahha!!!

wow... here i am talkign about my underwear....which is soo typical of me... haha! well being the leader of the hentai trio it's my duty to be the worst of the bunch right? well ok most perved... hehe... anyhow yeah i know some of you people don't know what that means and some do... sry...

lol*cough cough* yeah i'm still sick as a dog... my fingers are soo cold as is my stomache... yeah my temp is raising... and my instructor is lecturing on a lab day -_-;; but it's ok... i think... blahh!! my head hurts... and like the back of my head is so cold.. the hairs are standing up or at least hey feel like it...

ok i'm gonna repeat my thing on spontanious cumbustion...

why is it when i touch my sweater my sweater is warm to my fingers but my arms are freezing cold... *Tries to warm hands with kinetic energy... i wonder if i rub my hands fast enough will they spontaniously cumbust?* oh yeah!!
i know my science

well.... *dies i forgot what i said, so here's the short version* basically spontanious cumbustion is where something bursts into flame from too much particle movement. this is generally started with kinetic energy which transforms into heat energy... *you rub your hands they start getting warm* and then when the heat energy grows to be a very high # things start to burn like paper put it in the oven at 451F the page will burn. make the heat higher the page will catch flame... except when you do that with paper it happens with intent of doing so and takes time to do so... so it's not spontanious cumbustion so in order to get spontanious cumbustion you have to have a large heat jump in like the span of 2 seconds or less... so I've jsut proven my theory wrong; so rubbing hands together *unless you are one of those freaks that can rub your hands at the speed of light "you know who i'm talking about"* you will not spontaniously cumbust... haha!!!

oh wow i think that was longer than the origional... hahaha!

wow... this is taking foreeeeever.. and here i was gonna go home in like 2 minutes... in the length of time he's explaining this i could have had this tutorial done... shoot.... well more along the lines of being father along than he'ss explaining... but que serra serra.... ahh he's done *phew* *cough cough* I'm dying of the black lung!!! that's what i get for getting my self into trouble while Ingrid is gone... I never realized what type of trouble she keeps me out of... but yeah never will sucumb to that again i know that much... heh... i'm a fool... almost like the kid who's mom tells them not to touch the stove b/c it's hot and the kid still touches it... hehe!

but hell at least i know and i'll never do it again... blaah!

dies a million deaths and comes back to this moment in time where people don't be quiet... and no there are no questions.

ok well i'm off then b/c i'm soo flipping hot that i'm really freezing cold... and it's starting to affect my figners so yea lataz yo!

I'll keep the homie g dowg macarronni and cheese out of it nxt time.

OMG i shouldn't have come to class... here i am bored out of my mind and my head is soo lightheaded.. adn not to mention how tired i am... or how I'm a tad bit warm... temp wise.. i'm really cold otherwise.

bllaahh i can't even type right. can i have a cookies? i disn't have the energy to eat breakfast... and so I'm meidcated on cough drops and what nots... it really sux man... I don't think art class is gonna last... i may just not go altogether... take a nap.. and try to go to my animation class i have to get some files and finish the animation that we are working on.. *drools* *yawns* *cries silently in pain b/c of the sore throat* I'm soo tired....

la lala la lal alalal lala

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy time!

come-on I finished the assignment aaages ago... she's still lectureing on the stuf in the begining of the assignment... bleargh... i'm soo bored.. no one wants to talk to me through e-mail b/c everyone else isn't around i wish i had my stuff for work that would have made the class a little more productive for me at least. i wanna listen to some music.. like The Used or some Ramones, how about Muse.. that's always a good CD to listen to.... very suave... I wanna eat cookies..

haha... circle circle dot dot.. now i have my cootie shot...
circle circle knife knife, now i have them all my life...
circle circle square square, now i have them everywhere... haha!!!!

I love rhymes... and riddles...

ha! ha

I wanna be a runway model... it could be fun... all the clothes and the shoes i could wear.


i could do it.. i jsut have to be more careful that's all

fewer scars...

ok well we're almost done so I'm off .. lataz yo!

and be good mah hommie g dog macaroni and cheese